I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded That for me it isn’t over
Never mind I’ll find someone like you I wish nothing but the best for you too "Don’t forget me", I begged "I’ll remember", you said "Sometimes it lasts in love But sometimes it hurts instead.” Sometimes it lasts in love But sometimes it hurts instead, Yeah.
“”Life lesson-When you think you have something totally figured out and are secure in it, thats when things change. Its hard to live with, but dont be surprised. The only constant in this life is God. Period””—
“Surrender means you lose your right to handle yourself on your own. In the middle of everything, lose and forfeit your rights to the Lord. Do not move. Freeze right where you are. Do not do anything. Surrender yourself just the way you are. By all means, do not fix yourself. Do not try in yourself to get it together. If you get it together, that means you are the savior. Do not try to work what is dead back up into life, like trying to massage a heart that has stopped beating. You cannot squeeze life out of the region of death inside of you.”—
I’m so nervous. I’m so nervous about being around him for one last time. I’m so nervous I’m going to lose it. I’m so nervous everything I’ve been working on this past month is going to fall apart as soon as I see his face and hear his voice. I’m so nervous.
I’m so nervous that I’m pissed off and I’m pissed off that I’m nervous.